you held the key to my heart
now i am locking you out.
all the compartments remain hidden,
i wont let u break in,
& find the secrets scrawled within
- All credit given to my lovely simone.
I shut the door and locked it.
And no one could get in.
But then I met you and you opened it without hesitation.
I don't love him.
I don't even like him a whole lot.
& of course I don't dream that it could work out.
Because in my heart I know, that he doesn't feel the same.
...but I really wish he did.
I sit and waste my day away, hoping & praying that you'll to call me today.
We laughed && hugged && kissed.
We smiled as we wasted the day away with each other.
You held my hand, caressing it gently.
It was the best day of my life.
Then... I woke up.
And you weren't there.
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I'm cold and freezing.
But then I look into your eyes && melt.
We held hands && carved are names in the old oak tree.
You said you'd love me forever.
But forever must not mean as long to you as it does to me. </3
Everytime I hear your name,
I turn my head.
Everytime I see your face,
I smile.
Everytime I see with that other girl,
I cry inside.
I think about you the whole day through,
&& I secretly wish,
I could be on your mind for atleast a thousandth of that.
I always dreamed I'd have a picture-perfect romance,
Where you'd come & sweep me off my feet,
I'd take your hat & put it on my head,
Then we'd have a romantic kiss while all the girls sighed.
But never did I imagine,
That the romance would be soo perfect,
But I wouldn't be in the picture. </3
Love is gay why do we try?
Because it’s so gay,
it makes you happier by the minute!
- haha credit to michelle.
<3
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